I'm having

I'll try
to not think..
but I feel,,
I'm having a brain...

I'll try,,,
to not feel..
but I think,,
I'm having a heart..

or..
may I try to not doing..
but in fact..
I'm having two hands..

I try to not facing...
but in fact
I dare...

Ooooo..
so far You are..
if I think it become...

so near You are...
if I do strong in feel...

I'll try to not think what I'm feeling..
I'll try to not feel what I'm thinking..
It's just because of ...

yet I'm not having,