need to meet you soon

I
realize that you're so close...
but
sometimes,
or always,
I'm confuse to describe..
that you're so far away..

but then I feel
I need to meet you soon,
as soon as possible...

ah,,,
Allah makes us be two..
and I never wish I were somewhere else nearby you..

I'm here now,
not waiting for your coming

I just want to
I just need to
meet you soon..
and tell anything...

do I miss you?
not so..
I do (not) miss you.

even with my statement,
I am confuse..
but I'm telling
to myself
that this time

I need to meet you soon..

No, He said.
or maybe Not Now, as He said..